Stains the Hypno Dog

I think this perfectly explains my current situation with food I am craving. It's basically like it is being held in front of my face... whether I am working with it (ice cream, etc) or on the shelves at the grocery store... but if I go in to take a bite something "clicks" at me and tells me no. I just wish that I could train like a dog. It would make it easier. Is there a human whisperer out in the crowd somewhere?

I've started making attempts at buying healthier food, particularly snack foods. Snacks are my biggest downfall. I eat really healthy meals usually. But it's the in between times, especially after supper until bedtime, that really get me. So I need to make absolutely sure that I am not putting myself in a position that would lead me to eat some really bad things. In other words, I can not keep unhealthy junk food in my apartment AT ALL. I should not be allowed to buy it. It can not come past my door. Otherwise it will be demolished. I need to start "consciously" shopping again. Hm.

I'm starting the "Biggest Loser Challenge" on one of my SparkTeams and I really hope that it will help me this summer. I think I've been lacking that push, and really have just been left to my own devices again. Which is never good! Like I've said before, I need someone to really shove me along the way. Just knock me on my ass! Because obviously what I do by myself does not work.

Well, I guess my glass is a little half empty tonight! I've had one hell of a week and I think I just need to take a nice hot shower and crawl into my bed with a book. I've been thinking of trying to read The Fountainhead. I never got through it the first time, and now that it's not required reading maybe I can.

I'm so excited to finally have a day off from work! I hope the weather will be nice so I can really enjoy it!