4.21.2009

Can't Find That Horse...

So I seem to not be able to find the frickin' horse so I can back on it! This is becoming ridiculous! I have been trying to do better in other aspects of my life (work, cleaning, money management) and my diet went right out the window. I haven't kept a food journal in almost a month! I ate two donuts this evening for cripes sake. Just because I have been craving it and I had a little extra cash in my pocket so I could get it. Go figure.

What little will power and ambition I had in the start has disappeared. I am back to the idealism.. I can picture doing it, I want to do it, but when it comes to the time to actually get off my butt and do it... well, I don't. I don't know if it's because I'm tired lately from working so much or if it is the change of the season and the rain, or what. What I do know is it needs to change, hardcore.

And blogging! My goodness! So I think I figured out the other day that I haven't been blogging because I keep think I need to write epic stories that are hundreds of thousands of characters long. I need to start keeping it short and sweet, just so I can stay up on it and keep thinking about it.

I've said this all before. I just need to find that damn horse. Has anybody seen it?

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